Not a lot to talk about tonight. I’ve been quite busy with work, it’s a good thing. I’ve been pretty busy making plans and designing the inventory manager. I’ve been spending more time with Miss playing backgammon, or Monopoly, or what have you online. We haven’t really spent any time in SL together and it’s [...]
I’m sitting here (late, but it’s been that kind of week), late because I needed to help my wife take a bath. It’s going to be a bit of a late night, not badly, but somewhat. As for my sleep cycles, it’s okay because the last few days I’ve been sleeping a lot as I [...]
I seem to be just kind of floating along these days. I’m not doing a very good job of obeying my Miss’s direction, I’m not finding much fun in SL at the moment, I’m not finding much satisfaction in my work (though that does seem to be going okay). Miss Tara asks me to identify [...]
Talk about being derailed. My blog was offline for a while this evening due to a database error. Fortunately I was able to repair the database and everything appears to be operating normally again. It made for a bit of a panic though as I was sweating through several scenarios, first that my blog would [...]
Feels like two steps forward one step back on a number of levels. Miss really wants me to be insightful in this blog, but I’m having a helluva time finding the words to write. She’s got some serious stresses in RL at the moment, I’m still working on my own stresses, and I’m finding it [...]
That pretty much sums it up. We’re not physically together so Miss can’t exercise her control over me by chaining me up. We’re not in SL a lot together of late, so she can’t exercise her control over me by chaining me, or ordering me into other forms or what-have-you. So that leaves RL, and [...]
Well it’s been a quiet week, but that’s okay. I completed my week of daily posts and had gotten much better at putting in Miss’s hands what belongs in Miss’s hands… until yesterday that is. I have a couple of weekly assignments, one is to get her my schedule for the week every Sunday, also [...]
Today Miss was inworld for a while and it was very nice to hear her say that she too misses hanging out with me. Not that I doubted it, but having that validation was a nice surprise on top of the surprise that was seeing her log in. I’m getting better at checking in with [...]
So I’m running around SL as a house cat… it’s very interesting. I’m getting even more “Awww… isn’t he cute!” attention than in other forms At the same time, Miss has been coming in more often for a little while in the evening for some snuggles and some Greedy. I’ve very much been liking that, [...]
Tonight I’m not in SecondLife. It will be the first time in quite a while that I’ve been completely shut out of SecondLife. This is a consequence of my failing to obey precisely what my Miss directed me to do, something I’ve been doing quite a bit of late. So Miss set me an assignment [...]
It’s 9:30, on the dot. I’m doing my best to keep my word to my Miss, and to do so consistently. We had a long talk this morning about the fact that I was late getting my posting for the day done. Miss was not pleased. As a consequence, I’ll be banned from SL tomorrow [...]
It’s funny, I was incredibly tired all day, but this evening I’m wide awake. There’s some good news, some interesting news, some thoughts. The news: I’m now Viceroy of the Tiny Empires Kingdom of Forum! Tomorrow I should be named Grand Viceroy. This means that while King Jamie is asleep on the other side of [...]
Miss Tara and I have had a couple of very good conversations in the last 24 hours. A few results of that: For the next week I am to blog every night between 9:30 and 10:00. I’m to leave SecondLife so it’s not distracting me. Miss has been quite worried about punishing me when I [...]
I’m sitting here this evening thinking about a conversation Miss Tara and I had this morning, and on part of a conversation her Master had with her and her chain sister when we were all on a conference call earlier this evening. First off, I’m getting sloppier. On several occasions I’ve given Miss commitments on [...]
I’ve got nothing. I need to keep this blog going, and Miss has been kind enough to cut down my requirement to once a week, but even though I missed last week, I’ve got nothing. Well sort of. My wife ended up in the hospital week before last from an accidental overdose of my sleep [...]
Forum is hosting another week long pony event, kicking off with an amazing, long and challenging cross country race course. The official start had a half dozen of us competing on the first run. I came in fourth… I’ve got all week to improve my scores, and I’m sure with practice and a good mouse, [...]
Missed my posting last night because I fell asleep in my chair, oops. Also missed sending my daily update email to Miss. Feels like I’ve been slacking a fair bit lately. Things are going reasonably well at work, I’m not falling behind the way I used to, and I’m following through better than, say, 6 [...]
It’s been a couple of rough weeks. Mostly due to RL stuff. It’s been a struggle, but there’s one thing I know and will never, ever forget: Miss is there for me. Always. Her support and occasional ass-kicking has gone a long way to helping me pull out of the latest beginning spiral. We’ve both [...]
Miss and I were talking the other day and she mentioned that she wants to set up some new rules for me. Something to help me, and to help keep present her control and authority over me. She wants me to come up with a proposed list and I thought it would make a really [...]
I wrote a little while ago that I’ve had my alt at a play space being essentially a bondage doll. It’s been a nice diversion, and this weekend I sort of switched back and forth from pony practice, to her, to working on a product design. Miss has been at a bondage convention with her [...]
I don’t know what to write about tonight. It’s happened before, but usually by the time I need to put pen to paper, or should I say, fingers to keyboard; I’ve come up with something worth writing about. Thursday’s entry was borne of letting Miss know that I wasn’t sure what to write about and [...]
It may have been obvious in the last few posts, but I’ve been in a bit of a funk lately. Well I’m not the only one, Miss has been too. The good news is we’re both working our way out of our respective funks. The slightly less good news is I seem to be working [...]
I’ll start with the confession first. I have an alt in SecondLife. Miss Tara is aware of this, and is also aware that my alt has been online virtually 24/7 for the last while. Mostly for Tiny Empires, and partly for simple bondage. My alt is female, no that doesn’t mean I’m transgendered, or experimenting, [...]
A recent thread on FetLife got me thinking again about two labels that are bandied about in the BDSM community: Slave and Pet. It got me thinking about how I define myself. When I was with Wednesdai, I described myself often as her pet. Her role was to look after me, keep me in line. [...]
Yesterday I asked Miss Tara to lock me up solid. I gave her a list of my idea, along with details of my thinking for my bane hood. As I’ve written on several occasions, I’ve not been feeling her control quite as much as I need, though without a doubt, we’ve been doing better with [...]