Not a lot to talk about tonight. I’ve been quite busy with work, it’s a good thing. I’ve been pretty busy making plans and designing the inventory manager. I’ve been spending more time with Miss playing backgammon, or Monopoly, or what have you online. We haven’t really spent any time in SL together and it’s [...]
I seem to be just kind of floating along these days. I’m not doing a very good job of obeying my Miss’s direction, I’m not finding much fun in SL at the moment, I’m not finding much satisfaction in my work (though that does seem to be going okay). Miss Tara asks me to identify [...]
So I’m running around SL as a house cat… it’s very interesting. I’m getting even more “Awww… isn’t he cute!” attention than in other forms At the same time, Miss has been coming in more often for a little while in the evening for some snuggles and some Greedy. I’ve very much been liking that, [...]
Miss Tara and I have had a couple of very good conversations in the last 24 hours. A few results of that: For the next week I am to blog every night between 9:30 and 10:00. I’m to leave SecondLife so it’s not distracting me. Miss has been quite worried about punishing me when I [...]
Not the same line as before, a different one and from a different direction. Perhaps a better title for this posting is: Where exactly are my limits? On Thursday, after seeing my wife off to her appointment, I decided on a whim to work from home the rest of the afternoon. There was no particular [...]
I’m sitting at the office, waiting for a test run to complete so I can narrow in on when a bug was introduced (seriously hate this kind of debugging, but that’s a different story). As I’m sitting here, I’m pondering the last few months, and in particular pondering life as Miss Tara’s. I’m going to [...]
Today marks two months since my wonderful Miss put her collar on me. A lot has happened in two months, both good and bad, in RL and in SL, and my Miss has been there with me the whole way. Encouraging, coaching, kicking my ass when it needed kicking, giving me a should to cry [...]
It’s been a species-flexible few days. Started off as yakar, my tiger avatar; then Sarcee, ponyboy; then Sarcee, full horse; then buster the tiny puppy which is how I’m spending the night tonight and, well, until it pleases my Miss to tell me to change. It’s been a little hectic in some ways, I’ve rebuilt [...]
So, I’ve been working on paring down my inventory recently. I know there’s people running around with 50,000+ items in their inventory, but I can’t for the life of me figure out how the hell they keep track of all of it. Plus, I’ve got this very cool Inventory Server. It was expensive, but the [...]
On Christmas Day at 15:23 SLT, Tara Reardon placed her Collar of Consideration on me. After a couple of minor glitches (oops, he says smiling ruefully), at 15:31 she locked her collar, claiming me well and truly and completely as her own. To say that the timing caught me by surprise would be an understatement. [...]
This is a post I really did not want to write. I started composing it at 10:04 on December 17th, 2009, and have completed it just before midnight on December 19th, 2009. Six months and four days ago you put your collar on me. It was one of the happiest moments of my second life. [...]
An SL and a RL update… Most of the friends who I blogged about recently having relationship troubles are no longer in relationships. For one that’s a bad thing because she really needs to get out of that relationship and soon. For the others, ultimately it will be for the best, but it’s certainly not [...]
Is it a full moon coming? Is it that with winter approaching everyone is on edge? It seems like an awful lot of people I know are having severe relationship troubles. Four couples I know have or are about to split up, one couple is having really serious communications issues and it’s seriously impacting their [...]
Miss deka reminded me that I haven’t blogged much of late. So I’m going to recommit to posting something every day, even if it’s “Spent the evening at the Forum chatting”. Miss hasn’t been able to be on a lot lately, but I’ve been keeping busy. We were getting a new house built, but the [...]
Meant to post something every evening for the last several evenings but kept not doing it… Mostly because I’ve been having way too much fun (modulo a RL crisis on Saturday). Miss deka has decided that it is time to up the ante a bit, more bondage, more extremes in what I’m wearing, more on [...]
Most nights, when I go to bed, I am idle in SL. Usually locked into a cage, or equivalent for the night. I go to bed in RL knowing that I’m all snug and secure in SL and it’s a really nice feeling. Yesterday I hadn’t seen Miss deka all day. That’s not unusual right [...]
I’m not even sure if that’s the right way to put it either. I’m feeling thoroughly overwhelmed by life (RL), especially work which is piled up and I’m seriously stuck. I just can’t get into a consistent roll with the project I’ve got. Oh yeah, and I’m supposed to have it done, reviewed and checked [...]
Miss deka has returned. Have I mentioned that yet? Things are getting back to normal for her in RL, and for us in SL. We went hunting yesterday, I haven’t been on a hunt since I got so burned out with Enigma. When she asked me if I liked hunting, I let her know that [...]
Unless something major happens, going to leave RL out. Suffice to say things aren’t great but there’s some hope they’re going to stabilise. Definitely not my best weekend in a long time, and there’s a myriad of reasons for that. I’m going to focus in on one that’s got me feeling not too great. I’ll [...]
Though it was a small part of the evening, tonight’s post is going to focus on my ex-owner, Enigma, and her attempts to guilt-trip me. Before we get to the main piece, a summary of the evening. It sucked. Mostly because of RL, in particular my 15 year-old daughter who is rather thoroughly out of [...]
That’s me. Miss deka was online most of the day today. She got in shortly after noon and I just went to bed a little later than usual (10:30). What a wonderful day. The first thing was a slight panic on my part making sure the new castle was ready for her. I put up [...]
So it seems Tara is getting serious about putting together a good montage of my three major forms, dollie, pony and tiger… We spent a couple of hours at a photo studio with her taking shots of my various forms in various positions. I can’t wait to see how they turn out… Otherwise a pretty [...]
I blame this cold actually. I hate colds. Have I mentioned that I really dislike colds? Spent a pretty quiet weekend in SL after not being inworld at all Thursday and Friday. I’ve got a new project to work on now that RLV 1.19 has been released, just can’t find the motivation to get started. [...]
A fairly quiet and short day in SL for me as I returned to work yesterday. My time inworld was spent in latex doll form, training up my ballet boots. I’d like to have them fully trained in before Miss returns. Same for my training Pony boots. Miss deka and I got a chance to [...]
So I didn’t post anything last night which means I’m not keeping to my commitment to write something every day. Spent a good chunk of yesterday as a puppy, I’m going to need to spend some more time in that form, really immerse myself in it to see how it feels. So far, it feels [...]