It may have been obvious in the last few posts, but I’ve been in a bit of a funk lately. Well I’m not the only one, Miss has been too. The good news is we’re both working our way out of our respective funks. The slightly less good news is I seem to be working [...]
I’ll start with the confession first. I have an alt in SecondLife. Miss Tara is aware of this, and is also aware that my alt has been online virtually 24/7 for the last while. Mostly for Tiny Empires, and partly for simple bondage. My alt is female, no that doesn’t mean I’m transgendered, or experimenting, [...]
A recent thread on FetLife got me thinking again about two labels that are bandied about in the BDSM community: Slave and Pet. It got me thinking about how I define myself. When I was with Wednesdai, I described myself often as her pet. Her role was to look after me, keep me in line. [...]
Yesterday I asked Miss Tara to lock me up solid. I gave her a list of my idea, along with details of my thinking for my bane hood. As I’ve written on several occasions, I’ve not been feeling her control quite as much as I need, though without a doubt, we’ve been doing better with [...]
The question is, why? I had my usual reminder last night, and at that moment I was in the middle of… something, so I dismissed the reminder, finished what I was doing and promptly forgot all about blogging. What’s worse was earlier in the evening I reminded myself that I needed to blog and I [...]
I’ve been thinking a lot about ownership lately, and about what being owned means for me, and how it’s expressed and how it affects my life. Something else I’ve been considering is that I am and actually always have been owned by a switch. Miss Tara is another’s slave. I am her slave. What does [...]
My last posting resulted in a long conversation between Miss Tara and I. A really good conversation. Out of that, Miss Tara has instructed me to write on the role of SecondLife in our relationship and how our relationship has transcended SecondLife. First, foremost, always, I am Owned. Miss Tara owns me completely, whether we’re [...]
I’ve been doing some more deep thinking over the last couple of days, and I had a realisation. I figured out one of the things that’s been getting me down, and it’s both a good and a bad thing. Last week, I was having some trouble sleeping. For no readily apparent reason, my knees were [...]
It’s been a bit of a rough week or so, and what is interesting to me is the degree to which I didn’t realise it, but Miss Tara did. Work has been piling up a bit, not too badly, but more than I’d like. The situation with my step-daughter continues to evolve and we’re still [...]
Today we had a Retro Dance at the Forum. The dance was held in the original circle build from before the great redo last year. I changed into my original skin, original hair and since my Miss directed me to be in pony form until further notice, my original pony hooves and FFF uniform. My [...]
It’s April Fool’s day today, but I’m not going to play a prank here. I thought about it, but nothing funny came to mind. Miss Tara has made her great trek, 1300 miles to her new home. The downside is it means she’s not be in SL much at all the last week or two. [...]