Today marks two months since my wonderful Miss put her collar on me.
A lot has happened in two months, both good and bad, in RL and in SL, and my Miss has been there with me the whole way. Encouraging, coaching, kicking my ass when it needed kicking, giving me a should to cry on when I needed that. She’s my best friend and very _very_ much, my Owner.
I updated my SL profile yesterday to mark Monday as the day she collared me in RL. That was the day her collar arrived. I’ve found a way to be able to wear it discreetly most of the time, but she’s nervous about that and so is searching for something else that I can wear publicly as a symbol of her ownership. How cool is that? I didn’t ask her to, I wouldn’t ask her to, but she’s doing it anyway because making sure I’m okay in every way is important to her.
We were talking earlier about us, about the fact that we’ve known each other for almost a year now (some time in April 2009 was when we first met) and I mentioned how natural, how easy, how unforced and real it is for both of us to be there for the other. That’s really nice and comforting. I know, in my bones, that I’m an important part of her life, and she knows the same. Making sure that I’m taking care of her property, as well as making sure herself that she’s taking care of her property is extremely important to her. Making sure that I’m being there for her in every way I can be is also extremely important to me.
Some time in the next month or so, I expect she’ll be giving me a permanent collar. I don’t think there’s any question that we’re a good fit, or that we both want this to continue. I’ve said it before, but it’s much much more real now, I can’t imagine not being hers. I don’t think she can imagine not owning me. It’s become so ingrained in both our lives. In very fundamental ways, when she puts a permanent collar on me nothing will change, because I won’t be any more her slave than I already am.
Good night to you my Miss, happy two months. I can’t wait to be able to write: Happy Anniversary. I have absolutely no doubt at all that on Christmas Day 2010 I will be writing exactly that.
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February 26, 201001:34
Way to go Wookie!
February 26, 2010 at 08:19