Not that there was any question before, but today any possible teeny, tiny, itty-bitty doubt that my Miss owns me has been fully and irrevocably erased. Today in the mail a package arrived.

I was on Yahoo with my Miss when it arrived. Quickly finding a private place, a knelt down with the laptop on a chair and asked her for permission to open the envelope. My fingers were trembling as I opened it up, inner envelope too and beheld her collar for the first time. It’s beautiful. Black leather, studded, with a proper slave ring at the front. I’ve never before had a proper collar. I’ve had collars that I used for self-bondage, including a really nice posture collar at one point, but never before have I had a collar that represented anything, let alone what this collar represents. I was getting very choked up as I asked her for permission to put her collar on, and was trembling all over as I placed it around my throat.

My only regret is that I can’t wear it 24/7. It felt so comfortable, so natural, so right. It’s sitting in my backpack now, which is where it’s going to live. I should be able to discreetly wear it when I’m driving to and from work (and you better believe I’m going to). I’m so deep in subspace right now I can barely breathe. Even though she told me to remove it after only a couple of minutes (I am at the office after all), I can still feel it: Her collar on my neck.

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1. 

   Chrissy

   Awwwwwwwww
   It looks great. And it looks great on you.
   I’m still sticking with the “Wookie” explanation though.
   Seriously (for once) though, congrats. And yes, I do think your disturbingly hairy neck is as sexy as the voice that comes out of it. XD

   February 22, 2010 at 15:22
2. 

   Tara Reardon

   One simple word: MINE!

   February 23, 2010 at 03:52
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     corvan

     YOURS my Miss.

     I forgot to mention in the original post, there was a note in the envelope which said precisely that.

     Thank you my Miss. For everything. Thank you.

     February 23, 2010 at 08:58