It’s Tuesday evening. Part way through my first full week back at work after a month’s leave, and part way through the first week that Miss Tara and I haven’t been together every day, or nearly every day, since…. well, since September.

I’m still struggling a bit at work, I’m getting some stuff done, but not as much as I need to. It’s ramping up, and maybe I’m just expecting too much too quickly, but I can see the slippery slope in front of me. I’m skirting it, but it’s still a struggle.

Meanwhile, my Miss was on Skype with Hrolf, Anya and I this evening which was really nice, we’re keeping in good contact through text messages, Yahoo, Skype, etc. It’s not like she’s abandoned or neglected me, quite the opposite. She makes sure I know that I’m in her thoughts, she’s keeping me acocuntable for what I need to be doing, and she’s making sure that if I need it, there’s always someone I can go to. It makes me feel cherished, and protected, and safe. Owned.

Definitely feeling more and more Owned. Been talking to a friend of mine about her Sir and my Miss, they’re quite similar in a number of ways. One of the things we’re both marveling at is the degree that they both just know where we’re at. My Miss will at times ask me what’s bothering me even before I’ve even hinted that something might be wrong. She’s that in tune with me, and pays serious attention to how I’m doing. Like I’m important or something She tells me often how important I am to her. What’s even better is that she shows me, every day. She’s incredibly important to me too, and it really warms my heart to hear her (and others) tell me how proud she is to own me.

I’ve written about my recently uncovered slave nature. I’m so happy that my Miss helped me uncover that, and that she’s there for me, keeping a gentle yet firm grip on my leash. I feel her guiding me whether I’m in SL or not. It’s a source of great contentment and joy. I don’t ever want to lose this.

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