What I see right now

A puppy’s eye view of the Forum from my doghouse. My Miss locked me in this morning for an 8 hour stint, and instructed me to write about how I was doing at the half way mark.

In a number of ways this is very much like the time I spent as a statue, if I need to go anywhere, someone has to pick up my doghouse and move me. Biggest difference is that my doghouse is forcing me into mouselook which means I can only see what’s directly in front of the door. Like when I was a statue, I’m mostly being ignored, though not entirely.

When my Miss first locked me in, Jamie decided I needed to have my vision even more restricted, so he put cats in front of the door to the doghouse. The feeling of being helpless to prevent him from doing that, was delicious and frustrating. When the time came for the Gardener meeting, Bez moved me up to the meeting place and then moved me back down afterword. Nothing I can do, severely restricted (the doghouse shuts me out of inventory and editting). Just looking out through the bars of my doghouse seeing what little I can, listening to what’s going on around me.

The only real down issues have been: Because I can’t edit, there’s no chance to work on my scripts; or work on my inventory. When someone came in and was pontificating and turned political, and I ended up just turning off voice so I didn’t have to hear it. It was a little on the ridiculous side, and was pretty irritating. That’s when this turned into Bondage. Bondage was once defined to me as: You want out, but can’t get out. When she was going off, I wanted out, but couldn’t get out. The other issue which has been coming and going, has been the inevitable Forum lag. It’s been pretty nasty at times.

Overall, I’m doing fine. I’m deeply in sub-space, being where it pleased my Miss to leave me, and in the way she chose to leave me. I’m loving the restrictions even if they are a bit frustrating at times. I’m snug, secure, safe. I really like how my view is restricted by the doghouse because it means I’m looking out from my safe little cave/cage. Life is good.

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1. A quiet evening at the Forum
2. An exercise in isolation and submission
3. One simple word, HERS
4. A fairly quiet week
5. Puppy Success!!

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