Miss deka and I are preparing for a major change at home. We’re getting rid of the castle because frankly, it’s just too damned big. We’ve have a comfortable amount of stuff in it, and it feels empty. A good friend of Miss deka’s is building a house for us. I’ll be doing the scripts for the kennels and stables he’s including (fully locking and RLV enabled of course) and we’re making longer range plans as Miss gets ready to start some serious clothing design (again, all RLV enabled with scripting by your’s truly).

In the process of figuring all of this out, we’ve decided to set up a store area on a platform away from where the house will be. It’s going to simplify how we’re using the land and in time, Miss wants us to square off the parcel we’re on. At the moment it’s sort of shaped like the letter ‘b’. In order to get that land we’re going to need to add some tier to the group. I’m currently providing the tier for what we have, and Miss deka is going to be adding some soon. There’s a couple of parcel for sale connected to us and hopefully we can get one of those and then see about buying the rest of what will end up being the resulting rectangle. It’s going to take some time, but time we have plenty of.

A friend of ours mentioned to Miss deka recently that I was worried I was losing her. She checked in with me about that today and I assured her that nothing could be further from the truth. I need to check in with our friend and let him know that. I think he may be thinking of the time when I was, seriously worried that I was losing Miss, hell I thought that I had lost her. That’s all water long under the bridge and as I’ve mentioned (okay, gushed) recently, I’m here for the long haul.

I mainly bring that up because of a comment Miss made when we were talking about what to call our combined shop. She said “Well i think we arent separating for a long long time” and my heart skipped a beat or two. My reply was “Not if I have anything to say about it”. I know that we’re firmly committed to each other, I know that I’m her’s for as long as I can imagine, it just feels so good to be reminded that she feels the same way. Oh, the name she came up with? “DC Designs”. I love it.

So I’ve moved my shop and now I’m doing something that I never thought I would do. I’m selling my little 512 parcel. The little piece of mainland that was always my refuge, the one place I knew that I could call home no matter what. I don’t need it anymore. My refuge is with my Miss. My home is where she is. That parcel was a nice fallback when things didn’t work out between Enigma and I. It was home for a while after Wednesdai released me. I don’t need a fallback anymore, Miss deka is my fallback.

I’ll close with the warm and fuzzy feeling I got this evening as Miss deka curled up for sleep, idling in SL locked in, just as I am. She’s about 10 feet away from me right now, curled up in the cage Wednesdai got me when she first collared me. I’ve written at length about how much that cage means to me, it is the truest home I have in SL. I told Miss how sweet it was to see her sleeping there, how it makes me smile. In a way, it is her claiming ever part of me, she owns every part of my being, including my true home. When she told me she was “stealing” the cage for tonight I melted. Contrast that to how I would have felt if Enigma had done so. I’d have feel put out at the least. Not so with Miss deka. I’m having difficulty finding the words to describe how it touches me. A picture will have to suffice.

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