Meant to post something every evening for the last several evenings but kept not doing it… Mostly because I’ve been having way too much fun (modulo a RL crisis on Saturday).

Miss deka has decided that it is time to up the ante a bit, more bondage, more extremes in what I’m wearing, more on many levels. I’m loving every moment of it. It coincides with her Master doing the same, so to some extent she’s been keeping us in sync.

It all started late last week when she started working on my Latex doll look. First, she put me in my Restrained Freedom discipline suit for a day or so

Then she added a gas-mask, some new latex and a stand that had her riding me

She locked me in place, and then was herself locked in place and there we sat, on display for the Forum, for nearly 24 hours. Looking out through that gas mask was interesting, the lenses fog up as you breathe and you can only see through the holes. You can’t touch anything either.

The last time she had me as a statue, was the time she made me into a table as punishment. This time, she was with me the whole time, and it wasn’t for punishment it was for fun. Fun it definitely was. I begin to see what the statues who used to grace the Forum got out of it. What you can’t see in this picture was the tails that everyone was pinning on me thanks to Miss deka’s Master. He left a pin-the-tail-on-the-dollie sign up…

Next, we were ponies together again. Training up our pony boots (I started over again from the beginning in exchange for being allowed to join Miss) and wearing our new pony hoods. These hoods are fully encasing and shaped like a horse’s head. I really, really like the way it looks and will probably ask Miss to allow me to wear that hood any time I’m in pony tack with much latex.

That night, after I put myself to bed in my stall on our meadow, Miss deka was put to bed in the stall next to mine. In the morning, I set out and picked up a few things to decorate her stall with. A pony bed like mine, a hay bail and an apple. When she came online later, Miss was pleased which sent nice ripples through me.

The next day (Saturday now), was both a very fun, but also a very scary day. It all started nicely enough, in the morning I was over at the Forum, chatting with folks while the last touches for the auction later that day were put up. In the midst of all that, my wife suffered a seizure. Since her stroke, she’s had three seizures that we know of. They are to be expected following a stroke, and she doesn’t seem to suffer any major ill effects, but they can be quite scary. I was on voice at the time and didn’t realise that I was broadcasting the crisis to the entire Forum. Jamie shut down voice fortunately so there was no major issue, just a bit of embarrassment. My wife is fine, and I returned to SL later on to be auctioned off (I put myself up for a two hour cart ride, location to be chosen by the winner). The same person bought Miss deka and I and I think she wants us to give her a shared ride. Should be fun. The auction was a great success and we raised over $500 for Breast Cancer Awareness. This translates to over L$150,000 in Linden Dollars which is an enormous amount of money to raise over a two hour period.

Finally, yesterday, Miss deka decided it was time to go a bit more extreme and we came up with a latex neko look that is just amazing. I’ve got this purple glowing hair with tail and ears to match, covered head to foot with latex. I love it. When I get a chance, I’ll pull some pictures down and post them. When she put me to bed last night, she commented that my hair made a nice night light. I was glowing on many levels as I went to bed.

Oh, a brief note about being put to bed. I’ve got different beds for each of my forms, and they all lock me in. A really nice puppy kennel I picked up last time I was a puppy. A kitty basket that is nearly identical to a real one we had for our cat when I was a kid (the cat’s didn’t have the steel mesh across the opening that mine does though (grin). My isolation pod for when I’m in dollie form, my stall on the meadow of course, a cage in the dungeon, and last but certainly not least my original cage that Wednesdai bought me. All of these lock and unless I am wearing my doll key, I am locked in and online through the night, sleeping in SL the same as I am sleeping in RL. When she can, Miss deka tucks me in and locks me down before I head off to bed. I am released shortly after I wake up in the morning and it never fails to send me to bed with a smile and just a little bit in subspace.

The care and attention Miss deka gives me is just overwhelming some times. It regularly leaves me breathless to reflect on the fact that I am Her’s. In ten days it will be exactly four months since she collared me. By far the longest I’ve been owned in SL and I’m at the point now where it’s becoming difficult to relate to the period before she claimed me. I still remember those times, and some of them I remember very fondly, but that was a different lifetime. I can’t imagine life without her. SL sparkles when she’s there, it’s a little dull when she isn’t. RL cares and worries (and I’ve got more than my fair share) are lessened just by the knowledge that I am Her’s. We don’t have to be doing anything, we can be just sitting at the Forum chatting, or sitting at home playing Greedy, or just sitting talking. Everything else is gravy and there’s no shortage of gravy. The core is there, solid, it sends thrills through me when I contemplate it.

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