Not a lot going on this evening, spent a good chunk of it sitting at home playing Greedy with Tara and Re.
Miss came in briefly, but she couldn’t stay long. Seems like RL stresses are getting her down a bit. She didn’t seem her usual self. I wish there was something I could do to ease her troubles. Before she left she unlocked my collar, she’s concerned about me being stuck like I was before. I’m thinking now that all the stressing and panicking and carrying on from last time was more about my RL stresses resonating in SL than anything else.
I know that we haven’t had much time together since she came back because although the crises that kept her away have eased she’s still dealing with a lot of stuff in RL. There’s a bit of distance between us, we’re not in each others’ heads the way we used to be. I’m sure it’s nothing and that given some quality time we’ll be fine. I do want to talk with her about it though, let her know that I’m feeling it and not liking it. I also want to ask her to relock the collar. I don’t like knowing that on a whim I can remove it. Not that I would. If it’s a test then I fully intend to pass it.
I guess what I want more than anything is I want my Miss back on a regular basis. I really do miss her when she’s not around. I completely understand why she can’t be around as much as she used to, neither can I for that matter. She’s also got RL things going on and I am 100% behind her in what she’s doing and the priorities she’s taking.
I just miss my Miss. Good night Miss, your boi is here for you, always.
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