A mostly quiet day yesterday, well, quiet in SL anyway. My daughter has been raising holy hell for a couple of weeks now and it’s really starting to get to me, sigh.
Had a nice quiet early evening at Regg and Tara’s place, in panther form with Re in her new Snow Leopard. I’m learning a lot from just watching how Tara, Re and others interact. I’m realising that I spend an awful lot of the time just sitting or laying down observing what’s going on, not necessarily initiating a lot. Sure, I participate in the banter and the general tom-foolery, but otherwise I’m pretty much laid back. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not saying its a bad thing, but I’m definitely pondering whether it’s effective for me or not…
Miss deka came on around 8:00 which certainly brightened up my day. We spent most of the rest of the evening at home, she curled up with Damon, me curled up at her feet, all of us playing Greedy. Once again, I was content just to be in the same room with Miss, curled up before the fire at her feet. A wonderful image for me.
Maybe it’s everything that’s going on in RL that has me second guessing myself a bit at every turn. I need to keep foremost in my head that if there’s an issue, big or little, Miss will let me know. If I’m not initiating enough, or if I seem wooden in my responses to her, I need to trust that she’ll help me become better. Meanwhile I’m just happy to spend time, any time, in her presence.
She definitely picked a form for me that helps push me a little in the direction of initiating stuff more today, when I went to bed last night she instructed me to change into puppy form this morning. The very first time I put on puppy gear I felt much more hyper than usual, there’s something about it that just makes you want to race around sniffing everything, searching out treats and pets from everyone nearby, before flopping down for a quick nap…
I couldn’t decide what if any clothing to wear with the puppy gear (I think I was mostly nude last time). When I went to put on a catsuit I discovered that some piece of it was preventing me from putting on clothing. I started to strip it off so I could put on the catsuit but then changed my mind. A naked puppy am I. Well, mostly naked…
Pics when I have some…
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