I’m getting myself prepared for an interview that is going to have a profound effect on where my SecondLife proceeds for the foreseeable future. As I mentioned previously, I’ve applied to join the Frilly Filly Farm. Before that can happen, I need to meet with Button Wright, the Stable Mistress. To say that I’m nervous [...]

The pony prances around happily after getting a perfect score on the training steeple…. I earned some humility back though, went over to the NW Steeple which is 10 gates longer with much more difficult gates and spacing… Best so far is 2 faults, 88 seconds for a score of 1016…

I’m lying in bed right now, trembling from head to foot, or should I say from forelock to hoof… I finally got up the nerve to head over to FFF fully geared up and see what would happen. I unfortunately missed my opportunity to meet Jaydana face-to-face because for the brief moment she was where [...]

Did I say something about RL settling down? I should know better, or rather I should learn something about speaking too soon… By way of background, my wife is in hospital right now being treated for pneumonia which developed post-op. The surgery was to remove an infected section of skull that became infected with a [...]

I’ve made my choice, I’m committed, I hope I’m ready and I think I’ve got a decent base from which to learn. Thanks to the training I’ve recently been receiving from one of my SL sisters, and thanks to some very kind pointers from Jaydana, I’ve been doing some serious soul searching the last few [...]

I was talking to a good friend yesterday and rapidly fell into the beginnings of a pity party. The reality of what has happened the last few days is really starting to sink in. I’ve got some great friends who are doing a wonderful job of not letting me brood, but I’m really beginning to [...]

A very good friend of mine posed a couple of questions in the last couple of days that has really got me thinking. The first was “What is it you want from a D/s relationship?”. The second was “What are your priorities, between play, security, belonging and order?” These two questions are so inter-related that [...]

Today is the first day of the rest of my SecondLife… I wish that statement filled me with hope and expectation, right now it fills me with ennui. I managed to get some sleep last night, let’s see what today brings. It just has to be better than yesterday. I often wonder as I’m writing [...]

It is done. I offered to return Miss’s collar and she accepted. I am again unowned. I won’t say that I am free because that’s not how it feels. Not even close. I will say that for right now it is the right thing to do for both of us. She needs to not be [...]

What do you do when your escape from the drama of RL becomes so full of drama that you need to escape from it? I lost a good friend today. Well, I think I actually lost him as a friend a while ago, I just didn’t know or accept it yet. I lost my home [...]

It’s two weeks since my last posting, and a whole bunch has happened in that time. I spent a week as a ponyboy, a week as a tiger, and RL has been conspiring to make me crazy. I just now realized how negative the tenor of this blog has been, and how little I have [...]

The likely best subtitle is “No, I’m really not” I’ll be frank, I’ve had a rough couple of days. I’ll start with straight reportage, move to how it affected me, and conclude with the happy ending. Yes, gentle reader, there is a happy ending to this episode. Okay, so what the hell has been going [...]

No sooner it seems did Samie take me in hand, than Miss Wednesdai made it back online. It was actually at the end of a pretty rough day for me, so I was incredibly glad to see her. Samie and her sister are quite the pair together, we all managed to get ourselves into a [...]

There are a couple of pieces of context required for this posting. The first is that Miss Wednesdai has been off-line for the better part of a week and is unlikely to be back for more than a week more. The second piece is that Walter has acquired another sim and is moving Miss and [...]

Since I last posted, some fun has been had. I spent about a day crammed into a little teeny cage: Miss took away “Stand” so I was stuck until she released me. She also decided that I could stay in my arm binder for a while. I’d locked it on earlier not realising that once [...]

Might need to split this one into two posts. I realised this morning that most of what I’ve been blogging about is either about serious reflection on the meaning of life, or grousing about things that aren’t going well. I guess it’s that when things are going well, I’m too busy enjoying myself to write [...]