I did something last night that I didn’t expect, didn’t plan on and when I first started here, didn’t think I even wanted. I was collared by Wednesdai Breen.
Wednesdai is the one I had my first real scene with, and we had another last night on the Patio which was a lot of fun for both of us. It ended up with me spending a little over an hour in the vote cell on the Patio…
It all started when I happened to mention that I hadn’t been restrained nearly enough recently. Wednesdai, more than happy to oblige, proceeded to restrain me quite nicely, thank you. Including a stint in the vote cell, blindfolded, while listening to her playing with someone else. It made for a very enjoyable and quite intense scene. Afterwords, we talked a lot about collaring. Whether I’m ready, whether it’s what I want, and a couple of things came out. First, Wednesdai is convinced that I am ready. The second was the realisation that I do in fact want to be collared. I wasn’t expecting that, I’ve maintained all along that I wanted to gain experience in SL before even considering it… and yet…
I proposed a two week trial to see how it worked and Wednesdai agreed. We talked through some basic rules and limits and she put her collar on me. After we agreed, she had to go off for a while but she left me leashed on the Patio. I was a bit of a nervous wreck! I was simultaneously nervous, scared, excited… All at once, all pulling in different directions.
There was another sub on the Patio, leashed to the post next to mine and we talked a lot about what I was getting myself in for, and where my focus needed to be. It was a lot to think about and I’m still processing.
Was this the right choice right now? I hope so, I hope I don’t let Wednesdai down.
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